Personality Quirks

Tonight I was reminded of a personality quirk that I possess that makes me laugh and groan at the same time because of how idiotic I can be.

I find that when I need to be serious about something and buckle down to get things done, like enormous amounts of homework (as is the case this time around) that for some reason I pick these times to make serious and/or big decisions that have been floating around in the back of my mind for sometime, like when and where I should go for graduate school.

I find that I tend to work better and have a more focused drive when I am under pressure so perhaps I subconsciously pick these times of heavy strain to make decisions that I have been prolonging because I know that if I am going to make a decision I may as well do it at a time when I have other pressures forcing me to focus to figure things out... whatever the underlying reason is for this bizarre course of action I just have to shake my head and laugh at how painfully odd I can be.